Lost between right and left

Selling yourself short, doings which is easier instead of what is right eventually results in people dispearing because they cant stand you, then you are left lost, not even able to stand yourself. Its then when one is still refusing to reflect upon these consequences that gets to a level where one thinks everyone must have something personal against them. Failing to see that they are, in fact, their actual serious problem...

Mliss. N

The Vicous Circle Of Self Negligence...

So,  you are busy working, studying, family life, friends... putting aside hobbies and volunteer work, How the hell do we do it? When do we get time to look great like a mermaid who sits on a rock all day sunbathing, feeling amazing?  It’s then we start to forget ourselves, no face masque time, just a quick shower and a superficial face rinse, cake our eyes with concealer to hide the exhaustion of our tired skin,  and worst, yes there is worst, i’m sure I'm not the only one feeling like that, thinking “What the choc is that concept of wax, having to be left  feeling like the female version of king kong in order to get smooth legs? Of course during that time of growths intervention, who the hell would enjoy moisturising?

It’s a hard balance to keep up by, missing one pampering custom or going beyond the expiry date misbalances them all, making you feel even crappier until that moment, that negative emotions which rises and causes self conflicts, the revolutionary voices that say “ Hey, Mademoiselle gorilla! Have you checked yourself in the mirror lately? When are you going to get that damp exotic shampoo that makes your hair happy and keep you smiling?!”

Having no excitement for that “choosing what to wear ritual moment” makes you realise, you have not been having any shopping cravings, having another clothes depression episode because of your neglect level state!  Outrageous right? I never heard any of my friends talk about it, as if it’s shameful, living in a society where a woman must always look perfectly perfect like Barbie, so we must pretend we wake up looking great and just use to washroom to powder our noses.  It’s considered as a conspiracy, so how could we? Breaking our ancestors devoted inheritance.

The thing which annoys me most is even though after having done all those taking care of myself routine, i have to it all over again...

Miss. N